This fucking thing we call "LIFE" is driving me crazy, I may end up trying to kill myself... unintentionally.
So I changed the layout of this blog and removed my old posts. What remained was the important part of my life that I don't ever want to forget.
You see, people do struggle in life because of the standard of living. Hardships to raise a family or himself will cause a person to maximize his energy and result to wrong decisions that will unexpectedly give bad result, thus ruining the life that they've worked hard for in the first place.
I'm in a state of breakdown right now and I want to let it out thru writing. I like what I'm doing right now and it entertains me, but the pain will never fade away.
At this point of my life, I feel like I lost a needle in a sand that I am desperately trying to find using my hands, and instead of being able to pick it up with my fingers, my finger was wounded, and despite of all this, I am still searching for it, I am desperate to have it back. I just wish they could read this because I couldn't possibly get the courage I needed to face them strongly after all that has happened.
It hurts so much. :(
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